Designing

There are times when I get a little carried away and over-design.

Usually, there is a transition in my mind when I can’t find what I’m looking for, and a more playful idea develops, so I move in that direction to entertain myself.

This often leads to new design ideas and a new way of using the materials I work with.

I like the columns on each side of this window. They are similar but different from the ones I’ve seen before. The two connecting pieces at the top are thick, beveled 3/8″ glue-chipped glass to simulate a stone archway.

The window section would consist of various slightly tented blown glass assembled with zinc to resemble ancient architecture, with the family crest in the center.

Various vines, leaves, buds, and twigs attach themselves to the window to give the impression of an abandoned home or one where a lone eccentric lives.

I think of designing this way as I would writing fiction. I am learning through imagination.

Self

Creating the art glass windows I make takes a lot of study.

First, I must study the idea, translate it into a drawing, find and select the colors, make a pattern that will meet the mechanical requirements of a well-built window, and study the best way to execute the piece.

Over the years, I have become comfortable with creative processes: thinking and doing, doing and thinking, and reevaluating new information.
They are quick and easy to execute and fit my mental makeup.

As a student, I struggled with focusing, memory, and concentration. I learned later that being born left-handed but raised to be right-handed confused the workings of my right and left brain functions.

As with many of our shortcomings, I have learned over the years to compensate. Creativity in the form of drawing and building things has taught me a better way to learn, in large part because I express my ideas in a way that doesn’t rely so much on my memory but records my progress in a tangible way.

Around forty years ago, I started reading ancient Greek philosophy. I remember one discussion about education: Is education teaching every student the same thing simultaneously, or is it allowing each student to develop in their own way?

Family

I designed this window for Tanden Friends School in 2001.

We sent our children to this small Charlottesville, Virginia, school modeled after the transcendentalist. There were only 220 children in the 5th through 12th grade. Small classes and intimate relationships proved vital to our children’s development. They thrived academically and emotionally, earned impressive scholarships, and now live self-directed, meaningful lives.

We knew we had found the perfect academic community for our children from the beginning. We were all so grateful that we decided to create something special to show our appreciation while they were students.

I started designing the window in early spring with the idea that we could all work together to build it during their summer vacation. At the time, the school mascot was a tree. Around three years later, the students voted to change it to a badger.

We all worked together: cutting the pattern, cutting glass, beveling the two-sided flash glass, foiling, soldering, and finally, the patina and cleaning.

I’m especially pleased with the energy the window portrays, much like the students and the ever-changing colors of the tree, which symbolize their constantly evolving selves.

But what I appreciate the most are the memories and actual art we all created together.

Promotion

1985, we worked with St Peter Baptist Church in Glen Allen, Virginia, creating their new stained glass windows.

Before social media, we would share our progress on large projects using storyboards.

Early in my career, I learned that eliminating surprises, especially in large groups, was desirable. Any documentation approved by the stained glass committee carried a lot of weight.

Before email, I would take photographs and mail them to our patrons, along with a few business cards. This proved an excellent marketing tool as they would share them with friends and pass along our cards. One can’t beat word-of-mouth promotion.

I have carried this practice to all our projects now that we are in the internet era. Although most of our work now is residential, the same principles apply.

The bottom line is that keeping our patron informed is appreciated as a courtesy. Being a commission artist is tricky enough; good social skills are key to a successful project.

Self

Glass cutting is something I take seriously.

Each type of glass cuts slightly differently, requiring varying pressures on the little wheel at the end of the cutter. The wheel has particular angles for various thicknesses and hardnesses of glass. Each cut requires dipping the little wheel into a small jar with light oil to give it a longer life.

Cutting and grinding glass has the feel of ice to me.

Many years ago, before grinders, I would nip away at inside curves with a pair of glass plyers I had rounded off for easy access. It was tedious and time-consuming. Now, we have water-fed diamond wheels to round out the shapes. The diamond ring also reduces breakage by removing the rough cut from nipping away with glass plyers.

Accuracy to the pattern is also crucial. Each piece fits into a lead channel. If I get a little off, I pay for it during assembly. We also have an upright, wet belt sander to smooth all the edges.

I can usually only cut glass for around four hours a day, and my ability has decreased as I’ve gotten older.

Living alone in the country for so many years, I rarely noticed how my hair looked. I was a bachelor artist, which meant I could push the limits, almost expected to.

I remember remarking to the lady who was cutting it back then that, at the rate I was going, I was going to end up spending close to a hundred dollars on my hair this year.

My mother would have turned over in her grave.

Self

I have found a most enjoyable way to exercise. I peddle my stationary recumbent bike for thirty minutes five days a week. Over the instrument panel is a place for my iPad, where I entertain myself with music and stories about other artists and research my latest projects around the house.

Lately, I’ve been watching episodes of America’s Got Talent on YouTube. It is so interesting to me when someone or a group comes out of nowhere with a fresh new routine. It renews my faith in our uniqueness, reinforced by the effort required to pull it all together.

Much of my life is like this. I enjoy and am often entertained by my encounters with others as I maneuver through my day. Whether it’s Tractor Supply, Lowes, or our local pharmacy, taking a minute or two to savor the experience with a kind word or a smile makes me feel good.

Participating in this interaction is one of life’s most pleasurable experiences. There is no script, no canned laughter, just a heartfelt reaction to a spur-of-the-moment encounter.

Shop

We heat our shop with wood.

Living out in the country, there is always plenty of firewood from fallen and dying trees, and of course, there are always people who sell cut and split wood ready to burn.

I have often found small gasoline engines frustrating to maintain, so this year, I switched to battery-powered chain saws. I’m quite happy with the switch. Battery-powered is quieter, more responsive, and not as messy.

I have a friend who has a very serious wood splitter. When he brings it over, he also brings his four home-schooled children. With the guys in the shop, we are able to split and stack enough wood for a year.

A wood stove is perfect for removing the chill from the air. As the winter gets colder, we move our work closer.

Beveling

I created this fire screen around 1998 for a home in Richmond, Virginia.

This couple had an Art Deco room full of beautiful objects. I’m fond of Art Deco’s lovely lines, textures, and colors. It’s a nice change from so much of my work influenced by Art Nouveau.

I used 1/4 inch clear glass, and brass came. Beveling glass this size requires an enormous amount of skill and strength. I could never bevel glass this size today.

I have always admired large mirrors behind bars. Some are twelve feet long by four feet high and have a 1 3/4″ bevel.

A team of men made these mirrors with the same beveling machines I use in my shop. Holding the glass at the correct level and angle would take at least seven men or more. A lead man would signal the other men with his index finger what to do next. It would be easy to ruin a large plate without everyone working together.

Then, they would have to polish out any scratches made by the beveling grit getting between the worker’s hands and the glass.

To finish, they silvered the entire plate, which I consider a miracle since silver nitrate is so easily contaminated.

Today, all mirrors this size that I know of are made on automated high-speed machines.

There is a beauty between a hand-made mirror and a machine-made mirror that is worlds apart. It is similar to a piece of furniture made with hand planes or the hammer marks of a blacksmith.

Bevels

I created this transom for a home in Richmond, Virginia, in 1994.

All the bevel glass transoms I’ve seen in the older parts of Richmond are symmetrical.

Although this design can be considered symmetrical, I wanted to make it slightly different. I’m always looking for a way to break free of the past in a subtle but tasteful way so that my art blends with the furnishing and atmosphere of the area it will be included in.

This bevel glass transom was above an interior door. The exterior was a beautiful sunroom, so not only did it receive plenty of sunlight, but color reflected off the objects on the other side.

Like this one, I’ve left my mark in many subtle ways over my career.

Bevels

I created this window as a shower door for a home in Richmond, Virginia, around 1994.

The idea was that one was showering beside a slight waterfall, with the water cascading around boulders before finding its way through a series of small pools.

I constructed the window using zinc for strength and packed putty under the cames for strength and watertightness

Self

When I started my journey in 1972, I was 23 years old.

One of my biggest challenges was pricing my work. I remember how nervous I would get when giving someone an estimate for a lamp, which is how I started my career.

I was always looking for work, even painting a few houses along the way to make ends meet. At that point, I was happy to just survive, with the possibility of being able to keep building my livelihood.

Most people had no problem with what I quoted them. However, some were quite agasp.

I took this quite personally at first. I would go through all the processes it would take to produce what they had in mind, explaining that I wasn’t building a lamp but creating one to their specifications, that this was the only one, and I would never make another like it.

I even heard one man tell his wife that if they bought the lamp, there would be no new washing machine this year, as a smile grew across his wife’s face.

Later in life, I realized that some were playing with me, and some just didn’t want to spend the money on what I offered.

Today, I’m comfortable with the negotiating process. I’m in a position to be more flexible in designing and choosing materials. I’m also more sensitive to helping people get what they want, which is essential when working with my patrons.

Etched

We created this mirror for a restaurant in Richmond, Virginia, around 1980.

Art glass goes through phases of popularity. Stained glass, beveled glass, and etched glass rotate when people design their restaurants.

I learned early that many people travel to other restaurants looking for decorating ideas when designing their own. Many go to New York, and some even go to Europe. This idea was seen in New York City.

We achieved this effect by etching away the back of the mirror, allowing the light from the pink neon to filter through.

Carving

Carving is one of the most challenging processes I do.

It is almost always on a thick piece of glass; in this case, the glass was 5/8 of an inch with a polished OG edge. It’s heavy and seems to get heavier as the day goes on.

A 1/8-inch rubber stencil with adhesive on one side is carefully applied to the backside. Hand rollers ensure the stencil lies flat on the glass. Any air bubbles are cause for concern as they may interfere with the accuracy of the design’s cutting.

Artwork is created and traced with tracing paper. Next, the design is transferred to the stencil by rubbings. Almost always, the carving is done in reverse on the back of the glass so the design can be viewed through the transparent front.

Then, the work begins.

I cut all those lines with an exacto blade by hand. With a geometric design like this one, any variance is quickly spotted. I always hold the handle with the blade in a perpendicular position to create a “clean” line when carving.

Because the design is carved to three different depths, I first mark the deepest and remove the stencil, placing it on a piece of glass in order of removal. I’ll need to replace it later when I carve the other two layers next to it to preserve a crisp line between the depths.

I begin the carving with a pressure pot and compress air with around 60 pounds of pressure. I wear a hood that I can see through and a mask over my mouth and nose.

Carving each area to the correct depth is tedious at best. One slight mistake can ruin the whole project.

I created this tabletop for a home in Richmond, Virginia, around twenty-five years ago.

Design

When I design a window like this, I first create the main feature. Much effort goes into the detailing, so I avoid leaning over into the middle of the window during its creation.

When designing vegetation, I like to make it look like it’s in its later stages of life. This sets the stage for building character into the design, making it more exciting and suggesting motion.

I used iridized glass for the background to give the effect of late evening.

The vines were solder sculptured over finishing nails for strength, so reinforcing bars are unnecessary. I beveled small pieces of crystal to give the window a little sparkle as if ice had collected in the crooks of some of the limbs.

I created this window for a home in Wintergreen, Virginia, around twenty-five years ago.

Self

I have never liked stereotyping people. I’m not good at it, and I almost always feel bad if I do.

Of course, it’s just a part of who we are for many reasons.

When we were working on a lot of church restoration, if I drove up to a church with mostly management people, I would often since I was facing an uphill battle if I wanted to continue pursuing the project. Or, as we say in the country, he must have jumped the fence, or he’s on the other team.

If I pulled up to a church with working-class people, I could barely get out of the truck before they asked when could we start.

As an artist, I sense the stereotyping. We’re often thought of as gregarious and outgoing, but I’m the exact opposite.

The fellow above is Everett, my accountant for the last fifty years. I bet you didn’t see that coming.

Anyway, it’s an interesting and entertaining world in which we live.

Designing

For years, getting started was the hardest part.

I waited for “inspiration.” I thought I needed to have the image in my mind and then transfer it to paper. I would sit around and ponder various options for way too long.

When I start a new commission, I engage my patron in conversation. They usually have ideas they have been looking forward to sharing with me, so I sit back and listen.

I then share my thoughts, and we evolve into a collaboration.

Putting our ideas on paper has become the most pleasant part instead of the most challenging. I call it connecting the dots.

I work fast, sketching with a light touch using a 0.3mm mechanical pencil. Often, I quickly sketch several lines when I only need one, giving me some choice as to which one I like the best.

I’m not worried about making the perfect drawing but an “impressionist” representation of our idea. This freeform approach also releases the tension I feel from taking the risk of putting our ideas on paper.

It’s also an excellent communication tool to send to my patron when asking for their feedback.

Designing

Sometimes, I draw at my drawing or kitchen table just for fun, following my imagination.

I enjoy being a commissioned glass artist. Working in a collaborative environment with others has pushed me into areas I probably wouldn’t have explored otherwise.

But sometimes, it’s just me shuffling graphite around on paper.

As one line leads to another, I have become quite intimate with my various pencils and erasers. They are the tools my mind uses to express itself.

This drawing is one of my favorites.

Asymmetry is rare in architecture. I have some ideas about why: cost, production time, and the difficulty of getting a mortgage. But wouldn’t the world be more interesting if we lightened up a bit?

Or does the way we decorate for Christmas and Halloween satisfy our creative needs?

This is one of my favorite sketches. The glass doesn’t complement the woodwork, but that’s another story.

This sketch stops me in my tracks and triggers thoughts of many possibilities—a collaboration between neurons and graphite captured on paper to share with others.

Efficiency

John came to work yesterday but was unusually excited to tell me something.

Remember when I first started working here?

We were beveling one day, and when I had something to say, I would turn to you and stop beveling. I noticed that you only stopped beveling when you finished a piece and picked up another.

You said we were only productive when holding the glass on those big rotating wheels. We can talk and bevel at the same time.

That thought has followed me throughout my life, ever since I joined the Navy, worked for other companies, was a police officer, and especially my personal life.

John is one of the most efficient people I know. He is always thinking, thinking, and doing.

Working in a creative environment, we share a common direction, but it is most productive when inner-directed people work as a team.

Flameworking

Flameworking has become an essential part of our art. Four of our current commissions will require thousands of pieces, which we will make one at a time by hand.

When we have time, which is becoming rare, we build our inventory.

When visiting our suppliers, I buy stained glass sheets to work specifically over a flame. First, we cut the sheets into eighteen-inch sections and then into 1/4″ to 3/8″ strips. We group them into canning jars and place them on shelves above our torches.

I’m a big believer in displaying our supplies and tools. Living with them creates a continuous learning environment. I have already done my homework when I choose a color or look for a tool.

Ornamentation

Looking closely at this window, you will see small, clear glass sculptures.

Each is three to four pieces of 3/8-inch glass that I beveled on my 1915 beveling machinery and attached with UV adhesive.

My idea was to create a stylized group of organisms appearing as Clif dwellers on an art glass window. The round, clear, beveled pieces represent eggs.

It was a whimsical idea to brighten my day.

Inspiration

Around twenty-five years ago, I sought another outlet for inspiration. I grew bored with traditional stained glass designs and wanted fresh ideas.

I found it in jewelry.

Jewelry has an enormous and rich design history, not only of line but of color. I studied Lalique, Cartier, Chanel, and others who looked to antiquity and vintage for inspiration.

Below is one of my favorites by Rene Lalique.

I knew I would only use a small fraction of what I discovered, but I was filing away a wealth of information that would influence my future work.

Twenty-five years later, I see glimpses of line and color I stored away that have now found their way onto paper.

I strongly believe in my unconscious mind and how it communicates with my conscious. It is my “vault” of thoughts and images, ready to retrieve information when needed.

I’m constantly storing information. It is often just a glance from an image or a fleeting thought, but I feel confident it is acknowledged and adequately “shelved” for the future.

Inspiration

Every year, this time is an anniversary for me.

It marks my first deep appreciation for nature’s beauty.

I’m not sure where my thoughts were before, but I discovered the natural beauty around me in my late teens. I believe it developed from my first awareness of freedom of thought.

As my first major in college, I learned the biology of trees, from digging a five-foot hole in the forest floor to identifying species by their leaves and everything in between. Although this gave me an understanding of the science and was crucial to my overall appreciation, the forest’s aesthetics captured my imagination.

The individuality of each tree and its ever-changing crown symbolizes everything I believe in.

Designing

When I design a window, I consider how far away the viewer will be.

This concept is often seen in church windows. The background design consists of larger pieces of glass and is repetitive to give the sanctuary a feeling of unity. Medallions are placed near eye level so the viewer can study the details in the message.

I often use this concept in my residential art as a surprise element.

Spontaneity

As I age, I find that being creative is much more spontaneous.

When I look back on my younger days, with all of the to-dos and structures placed before me, I remember how daunting life was. There was always someone directing, evaluating, and labeling me. I often didn’t feel seen as myself but conveniently placed into a category.

Later, I learned that I was being conditioned and socialized to be outward-directed, to follow directions from others.

I understand. An institution’s role is to stabilize, organize, and provide a variety of labor levels for its economic structure.

However, my goal was to place my efforts into the person I wanted to be.

It has taken years to “undo” this mindset, which was forced upon me in my youth. At seventy-five, I think I can safely say that I have erased their influence and wish them good riddance.

Social Media

When I was 13, my mother took my brother, sister, and me to the Virginia State Fair.

I enjoyed seeing all the young animals, eating cotton candy and “elephant ears,” and riding on the rides that required me to be a certain height.

When I was 17, I drove my first car, an old Rambler, to the fair by myself, where I quickly began to discover areas my mother had managed to shield me from.

I was amazed and entertained by the variety of people I encountered. Some people liked each other, and some people seemed frazzled and distant. Some wore cowboy boots and some sandals. Some wore tight-fitting jeans; for some, their tight-fitting days were probably over. Even though I didn’t know anything about them, I thought that under different circumstances, some of us could become friends. There were others I avoided by moving to the opposite side of the corn dog booth. I was so disturbed by their actions that I accidentally ordered a snow cone.

There were “freaks” there, both human and animal. Some girls older than me seemed rather fond of feather boas and inviting people backstage. Agriculture students slid their hands up to their elbows into a cow’s lady parts and pulled a calf out by their front legs. There were also young adult farmers sleeping on blankets between their sheep.

Somewhere in my past, I remember hearing the word “melting pot.” On my way home, it occurred to me that not only was I beginning to understand the term, but that I had lived the experience.

Now, the reason I’m sharing this story with you is that, well, social media is like a melting pot. You can enjoy, learn, and share the diversity of what we have become, but you don’t have to reach into a cow’s lady parts and pull a calf out unless you want to.

Reinforcing

I wouldn’t say I like reinforcing bars in my windows.

The general rule is to use a reinforcing bar every eighteen inches. However, I’ll sometimes add an extra one or two, like when the window is exposed to wind and rain.

I’ll use 3/8″ or 1/2″ flat bars in a typical leaded glass window.
They aren’t intrusive when placed perpendicular to the window, but no bars are better.

When I started including branches in my designs, I would leave a space between the pieces of glass on either side, fill the space with solder, and sculpt it to look like an actual branch. This also gave the window more strength.

I’m fond of Canfield’s 60/40 solder: 60% tin, 40% lead. I use it for almost everything. I like using suitable tools and materials; they make me feel better.

Today, this solder costs $24 per roll on Amazon. I remember when I would pay $1.95.

So, I began looking for a way to reduce the solder volume I was using to create my branches. One day, I realized I could fill the voids with various finishing nail sizes, reducing the amount of solder while adding strength to my windows and eliminating the need for reinforcing bars in almost every case.

Potatoes

Potatoes grow well in our zip code.

Living in the country, we can purchase a pickup truckload of aged manure for $5.00. Add in all the leaves, straw, grass, and leftover plant matter, and after 35 years, our garden is like potting soil.

Every year, we plant 3 to 4 rows of potatoes. We dig a hole, stuff a handful of straw in the bottom, place the cut portion of a potato with an “eye” in the hole, and cover it up.

Then, the magic begins. Moisture, air, nutrients, and sunlight stimulate the embryo. The mixture is slightly different every year and probably different for each plant. But the point is that all those slight variations are what give us variety in size, taste, texture, and freshness. And that’s why we grow our potatoes.

Now, I’m sharing this with you because, well, art is like a potato.

It’s a mystery – an idea germinating in that three-pound organ between our ears that is teaming with billions of neurons, transmitting signals to each other at 270 MPH. We barely know how it works and have virtually no control over it, but if one gives it a little time and a good environment, it almost always surprises us with something new.

Art Deco

Around 1980, Jerry Powers and I worked on a restaurant called 5th Avenue in Richmond, Virginia. Jerry designed and I built the windows.

The restaurant owner wanted an Art Deco theme in a row of windows that ran along the wall parallel to the bar, with tables between the two.

We constructed the windows using various textures of clear glass held together with zinc came. We like zinc because it gives us straight lines and strength and allows us to hide reinforcing bars along the zinc.

Occasionally, we get a pleasant surprise after installing our work as our windows blend with their new environment.

A street ran alongside the windows outside the building, which were about nine feet in the air. At night, the light from passing cars reflected through the different glass textures.
But the exciting part is how the angles of the design and the light from the upper part of the headlights would reflect up the design, giving motion from each passing car.

Self

My adjustment to our world was painful because of my left-brain—right-brain switch; I have evolved into a very inward person.

My self-development, which I have taken responsibility for, has evolved from reading, observing, and thinking.

I’m especially aware of how extraordinary life is, as we have evolved on the only known planet that can sustain it. We are here for a short time, and the quality of that time is mainly in our hands. And that there are others in this world who would like a piece of my life for their gain.

There are times when I lie in bed and think, “What would I do if I knew I only had a short time to live?”

There are other times I take a more retrospective approach.

One of my favorite exercises is to sit on our front porch and imagine a fifteen-teen-year-old person sitting in the rocker next to me—and it’s me. There isn’t much conversation as the emotions I experience evolve so fast and deeply that words can only simplify the experience.

Other times, I will sit under a tree in our yard and imagine a five-year-old boy walking around. He will come over and sit beside me—and it will be me.

These experiences have become so much of my understanding of who I am and want to be.

Rosettes

It’s not unusual for leaded glass in a residential entryway to have rosettes over the solder joints as a decorative feature.

When restoring a window, we often replace the old lead with new. Unless it has a protective covering, lead is typically replaced every hundred years.

If the window has rosettes, we’ll replace them as well.

To replace rosettes, I find the best original one and make a mold with a heat-resistant material. Then, it’s a simple matter of heating scrap lead to its melting point, and pouring it into the mold.

Sounds easy enough, but the trick is to pour just the right amount so it fills the void in the mold. If it overflows, we have to trim the excess or remelt the rosette and start over.

Either way, it’s not a big deal.

When teaching someone else how to make rosettes, they often ask me, “What if I mess one up? ” I always tell them you’ll mess quite a few up, but that’s okay. Then I found one they made that was near perfect and asked them to make the rest just like this one.

Creativity is fun when one knows they can play around without being judged. Then, they realize they can create what is needed because they have already made one.

Bevels

I created this window for a beautiful Richmond, Virginia, home around 2005.

Always searching for new design possibilities for my beveling techniques, I decided to design this window to follow the lines of the home’s architecture.

The owner requested that the window provide a certain level of privacy, so I glue-chipped and beveled clear 1/4-inch glass for the background and beveled 3/8″ glass for the accents.

This window was on the second floor along a hallway leading to some bedrooms. As one climbed the stairs and turned the corner, it came alive as a jewel in the semi-dark area.

I have often seen art glass as a surprise element in older architecture.

This window was one of my contributions.

Artist

This is not Norman Rockwell.

Most mornings, I peddle my stationary recumbent bike for about thirty minutes. Right above the controls is a place for my iPad, which helps the time pass quickly. I listen to a lot of music, but I also like documentaries about artists.

Many artists work alone, some in small groups, and some with their assistants. We’re a closely-knit group with much familiarity and support. In recent years, I have found that I need more diversity, not only from my peers but also from artists of the past.

There’s something special about understanding the history of one’s craft. I’m drawn to the lifestyle and the emotional connection.

Working in an old barn, heating with a wood stove, and rain on a tin roof connects me to a time long ago. It stimulates my values and obligation to protect and carry on the values of the past, which are the same as the ones I developed in myself during my lifetime.

How do I know this approach is right for me? It feels right.

I’m primarily relaxed, secure, and content in my life. My creative skills allow me to handle most of my challenges, and those that I can’t or only partially handle, I know that I gave my best effort.

Career Day

I have always enjoyed Career Day.

I’m usually included as an alternative choice for the students who are most likely not to go past high school or even graduate. “You don’t have to go to college to do what Mr. Cain does.” And that’s true.

I wear this distinction with honor.

You may recall from previous snippets that I spent most of my formative years asleep and daydreaming in the back of the class. One of my favorite pastimes was designing a canoe factory. Taking flat sheets of metal through the various stages to form what was a fine way to tread water.

I kept a record of my progress by documenting the process with sketches. With my right brain and left brain in turmoil after being switched from my left hand to my right, I discovered drawing seemed to bring the two together.

As I shared my portfolio for credibility, I discussed my journey and how we all differ. It’s a big world with plenty of room for everyone, especially if you have something unusual to offer. If you have something that interests you, go for it. I doubt your parents or teachers would mind if you spent time working on something you enjoyed and are considering for a career.

Many people ask themselves later in life, why wasn’t I just myself?

Flameworking

When I first started cutting 1/4″ strips off of sheets of stained glass and working them over a flame, I became fascinated by how translucent the glass became. This was precisely what I had been looking for for years.

I immediately began cutting strips off of sheets of glass around the shop, experimenting with a wide range of colors. Some glass would change color, and some would almost go clear. I soon built a rack in my office to organize my experiments.

Sometimes, realizing the potential in a new idea is enough to “light the fire!”

My first project was this sample hanging, which is still in our kitchen. I gifted it to Marcia, an even more brilliant idea.

Teenager

I was not a happy teenager.

Tired of having my life micro-managed, I began to withdraw. I wasn’t the type to cause trouble; I never saw it as a productive way to solve problems. I resigned that in a few years, I would be on my own and could live my life as I wanted.

As our children began to experience their teen years, I started to look for creative ways that would have made my teen years more pleasant and productive, hoping to pass them along to our children.

Taking them to work with me was a significant first step. It helped to reduce the parent-child relationship to a coworker one. We were equals, sharing each other’s knowledge for our common good.

We made suggestions through gestures, not words. By watching each other develop our skills, we both learned quickly and felt like teachers as well as learners.

It also made for the perfect time to talk about what they wanted. Did they want to live in Manhattan or a teepee in Montana? What did they look for in friendships, a mate, and a career? How important was money in their lives? How vital were children and spirality to them?

As they began to open up and realize they had some voice in their future, a calmness began to emerge, an inner acceptance of not only recognizing who they were but a positive feeling about themselves.

And this is the most important part: after choosing the most suitable time, tell them you are proud of them.

Curved bevels

Around 1985, I was asked if I would like to make two curved bevel glass panels for a custom cabinet in Richmond, Virginia.

Taking on a new process is always a challenge. If I were fortunate, I may break even. At best, I figured someone was paying for me to learn.

I would first need to curve the 3/16 clear glass in my old pottery kiln. This was before electronic controls. I used a small ceramic strip between a three-prong switch that triggered when the heat melted the ceramic strip.

I then made a stainless steel jig with the correct curvature and balanced the flat glass over it. My goal was to find the right temperature to achieve the curve but to stop short of the stainless steel, pitting the glass.

After much experimenting, I was ready to cut the glass to my pattern and begin curving all the pieces.

Next, I beveled all the glass with a half-inch bevel. If I had beveled first, the angles would have been distorted.

Finally, I made a slightly larger curved platform than the finished piece and assembled the window with zinc.

Collaboration

In 2004, I collaborated with Sean Flaherty to create this icon for St. Thomas Aquinas’s Chapel in Charlottesville, Virginia. I did the craftsmanship; Sean did the painting.

I tried painting early in my career and learned that I didn’t think I would ever be good at it.

Painting is a complex craft. It involves choosing colors and brushes, mixing the medium, coordinating firing temperatures, in this case, acid etching, and having an innate ability to see and create. It is also very time-consuming; there isn’t much time for anything else.

Sean was one of the best and had my highest regard, not only as an artist but also as a human being.

One can not change an icon. In a way, it was nice not to have to go through all the challenges of creating an original work of art. Selecting the appropriate colors and applying our skills made this an unusual but pleasant experience.

I stop by every few years to sit in the pews and meditate. I’m especially fond of the significance of the trees in the outside yard surrounding Mary and Jesus. It is one of the best displays of both worlds I have ever witnessed.

School

I realized something was wrong from my first days in the first grade.

I had trouble understanding what was going on. The instructions were unclear, reading was laborious, and letters and numbers kept jumping around.

In some way, I didn’t know if I was sane in an insane world or insane in a sane world.

I learned that if I sat in the back of the class and didn’t participate, most adults would leave me alone; this protected me from the devastating barrage of failing grades. It also allowed me to live in my little world of daydreaming, filled with creativity.

A specialist came to visit one day, took me out into the hallway, and gave me a series of tests. She discovered that I was left-handed but had been persuaded to be right-handed.

I didn’t understand the impact this had on me as a seven-year-old, but I later learned that switching hands confuses the coordination of the right and left brain. It also affects focus, concentration, and memory.

I rarely did homework, failed almost every test I took, and suffered from the devastating feeling of being a failure. The only positive part of my life was my pleasant daydreaming and knowing the school system didn’t want twenty-year-olds in the twelfth grade.

It took me thirteen years and five summer schools to graduate.

I’ve been reading about neurodiversity lately, and a lot of understanding is beginning to emerge. However, there is still a lot of labeling, often with negative connotations, which concerns me.

I consider myself a specialist. One who basically found their own way and now has something to contribute. There are many of us in the world from all walks of life. I believe a little understanding would bring about a hidden treasure that would benefit us all while relieving us from much of the tension of being so judgmental.

Design

Sometimes, when building a window, I wonder if I should stop short of my original idea.

When I build a window like this one using my flame working, I always start with the back glass to attach my pieces to. I think of it as my canvas.

This allows me to move pieces around before using the UV adhesive to attach them. After I have attached several sections, I can lift the window to see its development.

This photograph was taken when I used the field around my shop to complete the window. It wouldn’t necessarily work in its final installation.

My Journey

When I started my journey into being an artist/craftsman in 1972, I had a landline, library access, and a college degree in Sociology and forestry. My only financial resources were money from painting houses, which was how I paid for college. Oh, and I still had my old VW bus.

But most importantly, I had me. I have always been strong-willed, with what is today referred to as grit.

As my skills developed, I began to receive commissions from well-off people. This was quite a change from the environment I grew up in. Some saw a way to embellish their home with a unique object; some just liked me and the effort I put into my craft.

The contrast between visiting some of the homes I was invited to create a piece of my work for and my old farmhouse out in the country was quite dramatic. I remember becoming quite depressed as I would drive home in my old pickup, which, at times, I wasn’t sure it would make it.

It took me about five years to resolve my inner conflict. I attribute much of my change in attitude to realizing my freedom to be inner-directed, or as Abraham Maslow would say, to self-actualize.

Relationships

When I was in college in Nacogdoches, Texas, I decided I wanted to live half of my life in the city and half in the country, half single and half married. This is the married county half.

I like people. Meeting someone new was exciting and usually led to new experiences and insight into the human experience. It gave me an education about humanity that I couldn’t find elsewhere.

It also helped me to learn more about myself. Watching people’s expressions and body language can often be more insightful than words. Observing how others organized and lived their lives helped broaden my outlook on life.

I was also protective of my time. I was on a mission to figure out what I wanted in life, and I thought it was unfair to others to enter into a serious relationship without knowing myself.

In my forties, I would go Contra dancing in Charlottesville on the weekends to socialize. Over the years, I made many wonderful friends and had many meaningful experiences.

One night, I was standing in line waiting for the dance to start, and I happened to glance down the line and saw the most adorable woman. I remember saying to myself, “Wayne, I think it’s all over,” we’ve been together ever since.

Sacred

This window was created last year for the transom over the entrance doors to Stella Maris Catholic Chapel in Ocracoke, North Carolina. Stella Maris translates to Star of the Sea.

In the beginning, we and our patron explored many possibilities. Drawings, glass samples, and quick mock-ups became routine for several months.

Reflecting on my younger days, I realize that I might have found the process of ‘jumping through all these hoops’ frustrating. However, experiences like this have taught me that such challenges often lead to our best work.

There are five stages in beveling. Rough grind with coarse grit, smooth grind with fine grit, smoothing over a stone with water, polishing with cork and pumice, and finishing up with felt and cerum oxide.

When we finished with the large stone, the glass still had many small facets, mostly from being handheld. By skipping the cork and polishing the facets with felt and cerum oxide, we could give the star a little extra sparkle.

Tools

Have you ever been curious about people who rarely throw anything away and scabage for things that may be useful in the future? They usually have a plan or belief in their destiny.

I’m that way with my 1915 beveling equipment. It has five large wheels on cast iron bases and numerous attachments for special angles and effects. While most bevelers have adapted to the new diamond wheels, which are faster but give the glass a machine look, I stay true to the old wheels and grits and polishing compounds for a proper authentic look in my work.

This is my contribution to salvaging, maintaining, and making available a way of the past for the few who appreciate the marks of a craftsman.

John has a very similar approach to work and life. We incorporate many techniques that require a unique tool, jig, or gadget to help us make our work exceptional. Most of the time, we want to save money for something other than new equipment. This is where our collection of found objects comes into play.

Need an anvil? John shows up with a cut-off railroad rail. Need a steel table to weld on? John found one years ago and stored it in his garage.
An old oversized beach umbrella for a hot July day? A make-shift tool for removing oil filters? A cut-off ladder, hammers like I have never seen, and old pipe wrenches that actually work.

I’m especially fond of the miniature tool kit he carries on his belt. If you have a problem, John can fix it. The man is a walking mechanical engineer with tools.

Memorial

I collaborated with Missy Scott on this window around 2004 for Grace Episcopal Church here in Bremo Bluff, Virginia.

We created this window for a gentleman in memory of his wife. Missy and I worked together on the design; she painted, and I did the craftwork.

I’ve only created a few memorial windows in my life. They are very touching moments that only require me to listen. The donor comes prepared with many memories; my job is to execute them in glass.

The couple were local farmers. Genuine people whom one likes from the first time you meet them.

I thought the husband’s—perhaps they had discussed this earlier—choice of St. Frances was perfect. Even the rabbit, a regular visitor to their garden, held much symbolism for them.

Beveling

Most beveling is on 3/16″ or 1/4″ glass with a 1/2″ bevel. I have beveled “miles and miles” this way for my projects and custom beveling for other studios.

I promised myself back in college that I would never go through life doing repetitive work, or, as we called it back then, being a “clog in the wheel.”

Being true to myself, I began beveling different thicknesses and colors of glass, pushing my skills with different angles. Soon, it seemed natural to work this way, creatively.

I arranged them in a carrying case 18″x 24″ and displayed each piece in a foam rubber cutout with black velvet as a background. It was an excellent addition to my presentations, portfolio of previous work, and drawings of how this new style of beveling could be used to create one-of-a-kind art glass windows.

Color

One of the things I enjoy so much about my work is color.

Some glass artists say that glass is moody. It changes with the light throughout the day, influenced by the colors around it. It can also be both reflective and expressive.

This study combines both—a partial window in front of vegetation. The lines blurred into
abstraction, creating a kaleidoscope effect.

But more importantly, I find it interesting as I wrestle with the composition and its interplay of color, giving me a new visual experience.

Feel

One of an artist/craftsman’s most critical assets is feeling the material one is working with.

I do not know of a way to teach another how to make a leaf from melting glass. I am aware one can stand over someone and direct them, but it is not until the maker takes the responsibility of thinking and feeling material that they will be able to achieve the many nuances needed to create an ongoing series of objects, each one unique unto itself.

Many of my greatest joys in life have been achieving this flow in myself and seeing the people who work with me develop it as well.

I have witnessed that when a person works on this level, their anxiety level drops, their creativity expands, and they are content.

Achieving this state makes people happy to come to work. Self-actualization is the main reason I became an artist/craftsman, and I can now share it with those working here.

Reading

When I moved to Bremo Bluff forty-two years ago, I promised to devote considerable time to Reading.

I have always liked the idea of carrying on a “conversation” with an author who otherwise I wouldn’t have the opportunity to because of unavailability or the difference in our life span.

I started by reading books cover to cover. I soon learned that most books contained several good ideas and evidence to support them but were time-consuming.

After acquiring a new book, I began exploring the index and table of contents to find information relevant to my interests. This approach worked rather well, moving me closer to efficiently educating myself.

Then, I began to look for a single idea—something new that would enrich my life. I needed not only the idea but also time to savor it, to roll it around in my mind to see how it would benefit me and how I could embellish it with my life experiences.

So, now I educate myself through snippets—ideas balanced with thought. I don’t have quite the volume as before, but I have more depth.

Light

We created this window for an indoor space in a home in Bremo Bluff around 2022.

We took the bottom photograph outside the studio to document it in natural light, while the one above was in reflective light.

I’m especially pleased with the moon in the upper window. Its color works so well with the reflective light on the petals. The bottom moon is reminiscent of a ghost moon.

Extending the branches with copper wire that we soldered over to resemble natural branches allowed us to extend the blossoms for a three-dimensional effect.

I always recommend a dimmer switch or a small chandelier to add character and movement to a stained-glass window, sometimes giving a room a lamp effect.

Stained Glass

I created this window for a couple’s home in Oregon in 2018. It was for a landing window on the second floor.

The glass is Lamberts, blown in Germany. I like how the reamy glass gives motion to the window, depicting wind blowing through the branches, detaching leaves, and carrying them to faraway places.

I separated the spaces between the branches to give the window character and depth. To support the window, I layered various lengths of finishing nails in the spaces where the branches go before solder sculpturing.

I enjoy making windows like this. Free form is much easier than a geometric design and more realistic and exciting.